B is for Disavowed [part of the lord series]

I remember when I disavowed (human)

Troubling thing since of course I was (human)

Thought of my mistakes and yes they were (human)

Thought of my limits and without a doubt (human)

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I remembered when I disavowed (can’t)

Wanted to draw but of course, well I (can’t)

Thought about rapping but you know that I (can’t)

Should’ve taken her to the room… (can’t)

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I remembered when I realized it was the same

(Human) and (can’t), they were all in a frame

One is an excuse

The other keeps you tame

Same song, same hymn, same refrain.

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I can’t be human. But can’t doesn’t exist.

Which means I COULD be human 
But why be… everyone?

You can be “only human” if you want to

But I’ll accept terrestrial or mortal – thank you.

Until the word is reclaimed by those who claim to be more

Yet flounder in the gene pool of mice.

© tracy j hutchings

18:06:13

#lordoftheyounggods

a lord must consecrate and disavow. Let's deal with the latter.

i am not human. i disavowed that term on my self. 

i got worried at first because God [capital G] made us... humans and the contempt i had for the term bordered on... well.. it wasn't a good place [besides, if you REALLY want to be real here, we were created man - male and female. i didn't once read "human"]. i thought about this a lot. what i came up with is this: i am mortal. i can actually die. i live on the planet, therefore i am terrestrial. until people learn to think; until people learn to wake up; until we collectively see a change in the atmosphere, i am not up to be human. pax.