B is for Awake

When I wake up, I’m going to either be very grumpy or very relieved

I would’ve either come to a conclusion or discovered a beginning

When I wake up….

When I….

When.

When will I wake up?

This dream is surreal.

This dream they say IS REAL.

And I am to believe it.

Believe that this color combination

This disquiet within the nations

This topsy turvy, twisty and twirly screwed up

Ness…

Is exactly what life is.

I must’ve taken something strong.

Strong enough to knock me out into a perpetual haze

This unconsciousness

The conscious unconsciousness of sleep

Because my mind IS AT WORK

Hustling

Hurtling

Through thoughts and logics and pains and strategies and formulae and reason

And pain.

My mind IS AWAKE

Paneling through images, formulating problems

Solving those problems

And creating more

More of the same

My mind IS awake

But my body isn’t

Or else it is

In this dream that every body else THINKS IS REALITY.

I tell you…

When I wake up, I’m going to either be very grumpy or very relieved

I would’ve either come to a conclusion or discovered a beginning

When I wake up….

When I….

When.

When will I wake up?

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tracy j h ©